Why do I enjoy hurting myself and feeling sad?

okay, well, the answer is you want to be emo right? well, tbh, half of my friends are, and they slit, not because there depressed, or "like it", its because they want to be emo, ive been emo, dont do it, its a waste of time and see from now till your 60? you need to explain the scars, just stop, get some friends, and enjoy your life .